March 2012
it is hard for me to comprehend, how can this be so?
February 2012
It’s imprinted into you, the last sight them them walking away.
Do you watch until you can no longer see them?
Or do you turn around not ready to see them leave?
haha either way I guess it doesn’t matter
i guess it’s better to have been happy at one point, than to have never truly experienced genuine happiness.
so i’ve been thinking…what was it that kept me there that whole time.
I think I’m currently dead towards you, or I’m just numb, I don’t really know anymore.
There was a time where you used to bring out the best in me, but recently you brought out a side to me I didn’t even know existed. This side of me was selfish beyond belief, and then this side hurt someone that it cared about. I can’t let this side stay; what happened to the times where we used to bring out the best in each other?
let’s go back four years and take back some of the things that i used to be able to call mine.
“..come back when you can… you’ve done nothing at all, to make me...”
– come back when you can
Barcelona
I love you, I really truly do, but I can’t keep saying that to you, you don’t want me to, and I don’t think I can anymore. I will always love you, somehow I always will, but I also need to be myself again. I’m going to find a way to make myself happy, and I’m going to wind up where I want to be. It really was fun, and I was happy, I’ll always care, but...
What have I done. I can’t believe I’ve messed up this badly.
“Don’t let your happiness depend on something you may lose.”
– C.S Lewis (St. Augustine)
“High School: Society’s bright idea to put all their aggressive naive youth into...”
– Carson Phillips (Struck By Lightning) x (via anothercrissaffair)
